Song: Are you ten years ago -- Tegan and Sara
I think I'm going to start posting the song that my titles are from. Haha. Take away all of the question and mystery.
It's a new year. A new semester. Maybe I'll reinvent myself. Maybe I'll take some measures to try something new. But all of this is cliche typical things you expect someone to say in the new year. I don't even have a New Year's Resolution. I never stick to them. I never follow them. If I don't make one, maybe I'll end up surprising me and end up "bettering" myself in some way, or "bettering" others. Who knows? It's a new year, anyway.
I've found recently that I want to be back in RVA. Being on break while living in dorms sucks. I'm not home. Yes, I'm "home", but it isn't home. I don't even know RVA that well, but it feels more like home than being anywhere else. Sure, visiting my mom in Florida was great, and I missed her, and it was nice to feel a part of a family, but Florida isn't where I live. Florida isn't where my things are. It isn't -my- home.
I think I know what I want to be when I grow up. I think I want to be a diagnostician. It's a puzzle; putting together symptoms to figure out what is ailing someone. If you've ever seen House, M.D. it's what he does. House is a Diagnostician. And I'm pretty sure that's what I want to be. Everything about that profession interests me.
Who knows. I say all of this now, but the future is so uncertain.
